One thing I've seen quite a bit in both Japanese and J-A values is suppressing the nail. I'm sure most of you have heard that phrase, that "the nail that sticks out gets the hammer." I'm not going to judge that value; but I am going to look at it in relation to playing taiko.
For most taiko players, it's not easy to exude confidence in a performance. At first, all you're worried about is not screwing up! Down the road it's the little things like staying together as a group. But somewhere, after enough play time, you'll start getting comfortable, start developing your own style/voice within your group. Here's where the trouble starts...
Let me make some assumptions about you, dear reader.
- You're probably trying to get better at soloing.
- You watch other people from other groups play and wish you could be as confident.
- You don't feel like you have enough ability to really "sell" a confident image.
Sometimes your group, your greatest source of resources, can also hold you back. It may not be a conscious decision on their part, but often due to cultural values, it happens. You can shoose to fight back, but making waves like that will often lead to a lose-lose situation.
They may not recognize the incongruity, but when it's there, it's up to you to take your progress in your own hands, even if it might risk a little "flak" in return. I'm not saying you should strive to be a "superstar" and alienate fellow members along the way - I'm saying you need to find inspiration and support from *outside* your group at times.
It's a hard line to straddle, that of being confident and strong and dynamic on stage, yet humble off of it. Just remember that they're not mutually exclusive; you can be both!
Your last paragraph: so true but so hard to implement.
ReplyDeleteExperienced the same thing and went into the community to learn more about control. Nice to see it on paper.
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